Monday, August 03, 2009

My Heart: Christ's Home Part 6

THE HALL CLOSET


One day I found Him waiting for me at the door. An arresting look was in His eye. As I entered, He said to me, "There is a peculiar odor on the house. Something must be dead around here. It's upstairs. I think it is in the hall closet."

As soon as He said this, I knew what He was talking about. There was a small closet up there on the hall landing, just a few feet square. In that closet, behind lock and key, I had one or two little personal things that I didn't not want anyone to know about. Certainly, I did not want Christ to see them. I knew they were dead and rotting things left over from the old life. I wanted them so for myself that I was afraid to admit they were there.

Reluctantly, I went up with Him, and as we mounted the stairs the odor became stronger and stronger. He pointed to the door. I was angry. That's the only way I can put it. I had given Him access to the library, the dining room, the living room, the workroom, and now He was asking me about a little two-by-four closet. I said to myself, "This is too much. I am not going to give Him the key."

"Well," he said, reading my thoughts, "if you think I'm going to stay up here on the second floor with this smell, you are mistaken. I will go out on the porch." Then I saw Him start down the stairs.

When one comes to know and love Christ, the worst thing that can happen is to sense Him withdrawing His fellowship. I had to give in. "I'll give you the key," I said sadly, but You will have to open the closet and clean it out. I haven't got the strength to do it."

"Just give me the key," He said. "Authorize me to take care of that closet and I will." With trembling fingers I passed the key to Him. He took it, walked over to the door, opened it, entered, took out all the putrefying stuff that was rotting in there, and threw it away. Then He cleaned the closet and painted it. It was all done in a moment's time. Oh, what victory and release to have that dead thing out of my life!

4 comments:

trm said...

Reading this again makes reminds me of how silly I am to hang on to my secret vice(s)and phobias for whatever reason. As Jesus said in Matthew I must 'Love the Lord your God with ALL your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.'

Have a great day guys.

cas said...

I think it is funny that we/me can convince ourselves that Christ does not know about something in our lives. And, what about the secret passage to the attic? :o) I think the answer is pretty simple and it's all about true submission.

Have a blessed day fellas,
cas

gsiano said...

Lord, I pray that you would come and erase the memory of those things from my (our) hearts and that I (we) would turn to you fully devoted.

Iceman said...

Awesome! And great comments. It is funny how sometimes we think we can keep secrets from Christ. Boy, do I feel humbled.